Old Poetry pt. 3

Wallflower

I have no excuses left
There's no reason not to go
I kept stalling but now
Gotta get the FUCK UP!

Chorus 1:
Needles from the numbness
Scratching, no, tearing through me
Amazing graces can't save everyone
Especially not me I'm long overdue

Standing on my own again
Crutches aren't going to help
And stumbling isn't an option
Sobriety is so far and lost

So pass me a fucking drink
I'll take any amount of alcohol
Just to get me out of this seat
To get my fill of the nightlife

The lights and the sounds
Blow this liquor soaked mind
Confident as ever i prowl
And you know you want it

You cant get enough
I'm open to the public
So you better come now
Before supply runs out

Chorus 2:
Im so gone but i love it
From hazy, no, drunken choices
Ive had my fill so now im going home
To wipe the slate and do it all tomorrow


A Dream Adrift

There comes a time
When every thing stops making sense
No reason why
But you can't stop it when it happens
Take a minute to see
That things might not always be the same but

Just keep on going
never stop moving
It might feel strange
living day by day

One chance at life
There is no second try
We make mistakes
but we learn everyday

Once in a while
Expect all the unexpected
It will surprise you
To see your dreams come alive
If you feel your heart racing
Don't be afraid everything will work out

Just keep on going
never stop moving
It might feel strange
living day by day

One chance at life
There is no second try
We make mistakes
but we learn everyday



Reality

Can someone please explain to me
The separation of dreams and reality
I don't want to sleep ever again
Cause I cant tell the difference when
All that's around me gets lost in translation

Am I the only one who finds
That reality is much more enticing
Sleepless nights are when I'm alive
The midnight is my time to shine

Perfect Day for a Crime Scene 

The smell of the air is choking me out
Noxious odors of death are surrounding
No one else notices so they  go about
Their own business and its driving me
Out of my mind. I'm scared without a doubt
From catching my reflection I am revolting
I catch a look at myself and then shout
A body so torn should not be standing

I just can't explain
what I'm feeling
but it doesn't matter
cause no ones listening